17/August/2005
OK have you ever had a friend that saw u more the a friend but u never saw them that way, even though at points u wanted to? I was on the phone last night for 6 hrs straight talkin to this friend of mine. Nikki knows who it is. He kept sayin things and they were really sweet. But i tried looking at me through his eyes like Mon Mon and Nikki were talkin about Monday or Tuesday but it didnt work for me and I wanted to cry. I knwo he likes me. He told me he did and even though he told me y more then once i still dont know why. I just cant seem to see him other then a VERY close friend to me, even though after he explained to me that I had a good reason to hate him. O well, Lifes a Bitch then u die.
On another hand. I already hate the first 2 weeks of senior year. Is that bad? Theres already been to much drama. I was so damn stressed today it wasnt even funny, then I had to work. >.< O well I dont wanna get into ful stories. I mean even today i was even MORE emotional.
On another hand. I already hate the first 2 weeks of senior year. Is that bad? Theres already been to much drama. I was so damn stressed today it wasnt even funny, then I had to work. >.< O well I dont wanna get into ful stories. I mean even today i was even MORE emotional.