About to break
I don't know what is wrong with me, I have not felt this way in the longest time. I don't know if it's stress or loneliness or just a bunch of things rolled into one, but mentally I am about to loose it completely. I can't hold back the tears I've probably been crying for over an hour now. I feel so misunderstood and I for once would love for someone to ask me "how are you feeling today" and really want to know the honest answer. I am so sick of everyone else having the "right" to feel the way I am right now and me having to be the one with the fake ass smile on there face.
I could be feeling this way because I am completely on a lack of sleep. I have to sleep on a mattress in my parents living room because for some reason my bed has been donated to my uncle. And since I am a light sleeper and get woken up multiple times a night, I could just being going crazy at this point. I am sure the headache is all stress from lots of things. And the loneliness just happens when I'm away from Devin for this long. It's only 2 more day I can do this, or at least I have to make myself believe I can do this.
I could be feeling this way because I am completely on a lack of sleep. I have to sleep on a mattress in my parents living room because for some reason my bed has been donated to my uncle. And since I am a light sleeper and get woken up multiple times a night, I could just being going crazy at this point. I am sure the headache is all stress from lots of things. And the loneliness just happens when I'm away from Devin for this long. It's only 2 more day I can do this, or at least I have to make myself believe I can do this.