this time last year
goddamn it, i totally have the most reason to do this and so no-one better call me a copier!
this fucking time last year...well you only have to read back in the journals to see it sucked for me but, im thinking more along the lines of how much i could tell what was about to occur in my life (ie- sean)
you see anniversary coming up and other than scaring the shit out of me (i mean me, not even cheating?for a whole year, i dont know where this me came from...ok i do, love...but thats more scary!)
and im thinking of how unaware i was last year today, one day before the dance and i was entirely ignorant of the whole plan(it had to be someones's plan, it worked to well to be random) and i was all going to get hair done and gettin all ready in my dress and stuff
but then i remember a little marchishtime fantasy i had (not the sick kind, the cute kind, the fairytale princess kind) about the graduation dance and a certain young man and an afterparty and a lack of way to get home etc... and how nice it would be becuase sean was so nice and it would be ok if i HAD to stay with him
and then i think wooow
im fucking phsycic
and that is EVEN MORE SCARY!!!
this fucking time last year...well you only have to read back in the journals to see it sucked for me but, im thinking more along the lines of how much i could tell what was about to occur in my life (ie- sean)
you see anniversary coming up and other than scaring the shit out of me (i mean me, not even cheating?for a whole year, i dont know where this me came from...ok i do, love...but thats more scary!)
and im thinking of how unaware i was last year today, one day before the dance and i was entirely ignorant of the whole plan(it had to be someones's plan, it worked to well to be random) and i was all going to get hair done and gettin all ready in my dress and stuff
but then i remember a little marchishtime fantasy i had (not the sick kind, the cute kind, the fairytale princess kind) about the graduation dance and a certain young man and an afterparty and a lack of way to get home etc... and how nice it would be becuase sean was so nice and it would be ok if i HAD to stay with him
and then i think wooow
im fucking phsycic
and that is EVEN MORE SCARY!!!