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It’s been a long while since I last updated.. I guess I had no desire to. Nothing too exciting has been going on around here, but I’m quite tired of what has been. I feel like all I do is complain, this body image is becoming more and more important.. Like it once was, classes are harder to tolerate, boyfriend issues.. But things are better, and so much more..
I suppose sarcasm has been so oftenly used by some people I am around, that I too have picked up on the ‘normality’ of it. Disgusting, don’t you think?
I shake here, freezing, wondering if im okay. wouldn’t it be nice just to be able to disappear? Too bad wishing doesn’t do anything. I made a new lj today, and sorry, no one will know it. I guess I just need a place to talk to the person I trust most.
...Should have watched myself.
>>edit<<
I
make
myself
miserable.
For as much as I dislike other people, I dislike myself more.
much more.
>>/edit<<
.that's the end of it.