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Just One Of Those Days.. Where Everything Just Seems To Come Tumbling Down; Crashing All At Once... Initally Hard To Explain.. But Soon Enough, It Comes Easily. Easier Than One Thought Possible.
If You Just Look Up At The Sky, Chances Are You Will Not See Colorful Leaves Slowly Decending From The Oaks, Maples, Or Any Tree At All. After All, This Is Florida. However, Up North.. Where There Are Truly Seasons, Trees Fall No Matter The Circumstance. Whether It Be Due To The Weight Of Many Raindrops, Or The Soft Breeze Surrounding The Area. They're Carefree, Weightless, Enveloping.. Everywhere.
Just Like I Only Dream Of Being.
It's A Conspiracy. "You Live To Die And Die To Try." But Remember The Old Days Of Just Hanging Out With Whomever You Wanted; Not Having To Worry About The Safety Of Yourself, Or Your Loved-Ones? Not Anymore Can We Just Wander The Streets Carelessly. Not Anymore Can We Just Be Whatever We want. Standards Are Set And Safety Is An Issue. Try Walking Down A Dark Alleyway In New York City. Chances Are, One Wouldn't Dare.. But What If One Did.. What Would The Outcome Be..?
I'd Rather Not Find Out.
Basically, What I'm Trying To Say, Is With Every Breath I take, That's One Chance Something Could Have Been Changed. No One Is Making Me Take This Next Breath.. That I Just Took. My Future Is In My Hands, But In All Seriousness, There Are Some Things That I Cannot Control; One Of Those Being The Changes That Occur Every Day.
Today Was Amazing. Yes, There Could Have Been Some Decisions That Could Have Affected Me For Life.. But I Took The Great Route, And Had Fun Doing So. I Just Can't Look Around Anymore And See Something Familiar. With Her, She's So In Love, It's Hard To Bear. Tough Times Are Approaching For Her, But Each Day, She Proves More Ready For Them. Don't You All See? They BELONG TOGETHER. End Of Discussion. She Keeps Changing.. Nothing Is Stationary Any Longer.. Yes, Love May Be Said To Be Stationary, But Doesn't Love Grow Stronger Each Day..? Or In Some Situations, Weaker..? It's Amazing How Things Work.
It's Just Hard To Think That One Day, All Of This Could Change. Nothing Would Be Like It Is Now. I Would Miss Some Things, And Be Happy Others Are Gone.. But I'd Always Remember. Always.
It's My Turn To Be That Leaf.. That Leaf Up So High, The Leaf I've Always Seen As A Child. Now, Through An Adolecent's eyes, I Realize That Nothing Is What It Seems And There Should Be Rocks Left Unturned, Because Knowledge Isn't The Greatest Thing There Is In The World. It's The Adventure That Takes You There.
