Nov 21, 2003 19:29
I really want to update, yet I have NO desire to.. Well, That's contradicting... isn't it.. Sounds like something I would do anyways. Not make a point, many seem to think so anyways.
Fuck it.
No, I don't have mental problems. And No, I don't give a crap what you think. Wow, yes, I've gone insane... Sure, if you want to look at it that way. All I know is that I'm SICK AND TIRED of lies and trickery. It's difficult to believe anyone these days.. Maybe it's just me.
Well, Kristina, I hope you had fun at the movies. *weak smile* I didn't get to go, obviously.. And I'm pretty sure Greg is upset with me.. But whatever.
Joel, I hope you and Eric are having a good time. I'm sure you are! You sound so happy! =D It's all good, ain't it? Hope you're still having a good time. Sorry about Glow bowling.. maybe Dara can still go..?
Amber Hey hun.. Don't worry about me. I'm the big girl *laughs* No problem, okieday? You know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you.. by hurting me. *hugs* I love you so much!! You're my little sis! Just have fun!
Michele, Hey Babe! I have yet to meet you, lmao. But you seem to be an awesome person. I can't wait till I get introduced, I mean, If you aren't scared out of your mind by me yet!!
Everyone else: I don't know what to write to you.. either I haven't anything to say, Or.. Nevermind.
Ma'am seems to try to hurt me in every way possible. I feel like a slave; having to call her Ma'am and all.. It's horrible. I feel like throwing up and giving up all at the same time. Wasn't it just a couple days ago that I posted about how I thought depression was just a waste of time..? Well, I take it back. It isn't, It's an expression; a feeling. My mother just said "I just got some information from some neighbors.." about when Greg was here last week.. What a LIE. I'm sick of lies..
Alright, thats ENOUGH IM SICK OF COMPLAINING. .. I DONT need anyone to vent to.. I'm FINE.
THANKS.