OH EMM Freaking GEE
Okay well that didnt last long...using my old cell phone that is. It was royally pissing me off SO I am back to my other awesome cell phone that I love dearly (I heart my ringtones) and that number is 360-286-7532 for those of you that dont remember or whatnot.
Things have been lookin up. Yesterday was crappy but thanks to Ashely and also Justin and Christian things started getting better, Ashley was there for me to talk to and so was Justin. I am glad there are people that know the truth so it doesnt hurt as bad but its still in the back of my mind thinking...well what the fuck am I supposed to do now? Justin has helped me more than he knows, just being there for me, considering we are both in this whole bullshit thing. But he has helped me through it, If I didnt have him here helping me along I wouldnt be doing as well with it as I am. I guess him and christian are gonna help me with all of this and getting better with things and not caring as much. Hopefully I can hang out with them a lot more, Cause I haven't seen them in a few weekends. But anyways. I am glad that I know I have certain people that will always be there for me to talk to. It helps a lot. and under the circumstances I am really glad that I am not having to deal with this on my own. But yea I will update again sometime soon.
OH YEA. So my dads navy retirement is on the 27th of this month..MEANING we are going to have a massively full house that whole week and afterwards. My grandparents, My aunt, My uncle, Two second cousins (two old people related to my dad lol, and me and my parents. I am getting pushed out of my room and my grandparents are taking it..then I was gonna have my dad's office and I might be getting pushed out of that to my moms craft room, and maybe even pushed out of that GAH! and then since my uncle is a truck driver we will have the truck part of his semi parked out front, plus bob and margie's (the second cousins) travel trailer and also my car, my dads truck, my moms car and THEN we will have a suburban here for three days that we are renting to go on our road trips, (levenworth, oregon, and some other place) It will be completly INSANE. and then that friday (the 27th) we are having his retirement ceremony somewhere and having the reception here...SO MANY EFFING CARS. and I cant like hide in my room cause my grandparents will have it....Save Me. lol Okay thats it for now. More updates later.
Much Love to all of you.
Things have been lookin up. Yesterday was crappy but thanks to Ashely and also Justin and Christian things started getting better, Ashley was there for me to talk to and so was Justin. I am glad there are people that know the truth so it doesnt hurt as bad but its still in the back of my mind thinking...well what the fuck am I supposed to do now? Justin has helped me more than he knows, just being there for me, considering we are both in this whole bullshit thing. But he has helped me through it, If I didnt have him here helping me along I wouldnt be doing as well with it as I am. I guess him and christian are gonna help me with all of this and getting better with things and not caring as much. Hopefully I can hang out with them a lot more, Cause I haven't seen them in a few weekends. But anyways. I am glad that I know I have certain people that will always be there for me to talk to. It helps a lot. and under the circumstances I am really glad that I am not having to deal with this on my own. But yea I will update again sometime soon.
OH YEA. So my dads navy retirement is on the 27th of this month..MEANING we are going to have a massively full house that whole week and afterwards. My grandparents, My aunt, My uncle, Two second cousins (two old people related to my dad lol, and me and my parents. I am getting pushed out of my room and my grandparents are taking it..then I was gonna have my dad's office and I might be getting pushed out of that to my moms craft room, and maybe even pushed out of that GAH! and then since my uncle is a truck driver we will have the truck part of his semi parked out front, plus bob and margie's (the second cousins) travel trailer and also my car, my dads truck, my moms car and THEN we will have a suburban here for three days that we are renting to go on our road trips, (levenworth, oregon, and some other place) It will be completly INSANE. and then that friday (the 27th) we are having his retirement ceremony somewhere and having the reception here...SO MANY EFFING CARS. and I cant like hide in my room cause my grandparents will have it....Save Me. lol Okay thats it for now. More updates later.
Much Love to all of you.