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Oh wow.
I'm physically and emotionally/mentally ill now.
Horray.
I've been thinking so hard about everything that I've gotten myself sick.
I want to cry.
That's not very dorm appropriate though.
Tomorrow night is gonna be good.
I'm gonna talk to Rach. I know I can trust her and Anna.
And Jenni. That one's a given. xD
It's just hard for me to talk about the big stuff.
When I need to talk I hold it in.
And then you know, when I'm with the people I need to talk to I just want to focus on the good times.
I miss David.
It's hard without him.
I feel like he's one of the only people I've got.
And I pushed him away. For some silly dream.
Silly. Silly. Little 8th grade dream.
Silly little 8th grade crush. Who really, on a romantic level.
Could care less.
And sometimes, on a friend level, seems like he could care less too.
I'm physically and emotionally/mentally ill now.
Horray.
I've been thinking so hard about everything that I've gotten myself sick.
I want to cry.
That's not very dorm appropriate though.
Tomorrow night is gonna be good.
I'm gonna talk to Rach. I know I can trust her and Anna.
And Jenni. That one's a given. xD
It's just hard for me to talk about the big stuff.
When I need to talk I hold it in.
And then you know, when I'm with the people I need to talk to I just want to focus on the good times.
I miss David.
It's hard without him.
I feel like he's one of the only people I've got.
And I pushed him away. For some silly dream.
Silly. Silly. Little 8th grade dream.
Silly little 8th grade crush. Who really, on a romantic level.
Could care less.
And sometimes, on a friend level, seems like he could care less too.