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oyy i'm just feelin as though i have missed the best wkends ever reading all your livejournals--- it feels like its been forever since i've talked to any of you. ::i'm on the outside-- i'm looking in--::: umm idk the rest of the song but ugh-- after staying home all wkend to study i feel like i've done little to nothing and with my parents threats of B's or better or else i have to quit my job it just kinda feels like everythings swirling around me and i'm just trying to keep my footing in the middle without getting lost in the craziness.
i'm losing my footing.
and i heard possibly one of the saddest things this afternoon-- kelsey, a girl that went ot my jr high and who got pregnant in 9th grade (had the baby- a little boy named caleb) apparently was driving in Tenessee (where i was told she moved down to after dropping out earlier this year) and got into an accident and her son died... around powderpuff time. Its so weird-- i've thought about her and her kid occasionally.. just wondering what life was like for her (i didn't even know that she had dropped out). idk just so sad.. and even though i wasn't at all friends with her or have never seen the baby i feel like i have this personal connection to it.
idk maybe its the drowsiness taking over.
luck to all you kids taking mids this wk! talk to you soon.
i'm losing my footing.
and i heard possibly one of the saddest things this afternoon-- kelsey, a girl that went ot my jr high and who got pregnant in 9th grade (had the baby- a little boy named caleb) apparently was driving in Tenessee (where i was told she moved down to after dropping out earlier this year) and got into an accident and her son died... around powderpuff time. Its so weird-- i've thought about her and her kid occasionally.. just wondering what life was like for her (i didn't even know that she had dropped out). idk just so sad.. and even though i wasn't at all friends with her or have never seen the baby i feel like i have this personal connection to it.
idk maybe its the drowsiness taking over.
luck to all you kids taking mids this wk! talk to you soon.