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i don't like birthdays. don't get me wrong, nothing bad happened and the day was just fine. i just don't like birthdays.
no matter what happens, if the day isn't filled with non stop glee and happiness, you feel like your birthday sucks. and then, even when you are perfectly alright with no gifts or with people forgeting (which i definatly am) when people realize it is your birthday they say "happy birthday, i'm sorry i forgot" or when they realize that nobody bought you anything they say something like "o, that sucks" or "i should buy you something" the problem with all that is, though it is all meant with good intentions, it makes you think "wait they feel like thay should have remembered, but didn't, so therefore i guess i'm just not important" or "well, if i didn't get any gifts, and they think that sucks and that they should buy me something to make me feel better, should i think it sucks too? should i feel sad that no one bought me anything."
birthdays are basically just a time when people get selfish, self centered, and egotistical, and when things aren't perfect, they get crushed. birthdays suck.
no matter what happens, if the day isn't filled with non stop glee and happiness, you feel like your birthday sucks. and then, even when you are perfectly alright with no gifts or with people forgeting (which i definatly am) when people realize it is your birthday they say "happy birthday, i'm sorry i forgot" or when they realize that nobody bought you anything they say something like "o, that sucks" or "i should buy you something" the problem with all that is, though it is all meant with good intentions, it makes you think "wait they feel like thay should have remembered, but didn't, so therefore i guess i'm just not important" or "well, if i didn't get any gifts, and they think that sucks and that they should buy me something to make me feel better, should i think it sucks too? should i feel sad that no one bought me anything."
birthdays are basically just a time when people get selfish, self centered, and egotistical, and when things aren't perfect, they get crushed. birthdays suck.