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Saturday night was so much fun. It was the most fun I had in a long time. I loved the music, the people, the mood, it was all so great. Shellys birthday celebration is definitely one for the record books. I haven't pulled an all nighter at the dervish since I started working at Masperos. Dancing til dawn with Cyn, Susan, Shelly, Chris, Rich, Edwin, Josephine, and Alex was fucking great. I still can't believe Rich got out there and danced with us. For at least 4 or 5 songs, how I wish I had a camera. I wish Lisa would have stayed longer and I wish Laura would have come, but I know she was probably exhausted after working.
I miss Lisa and Laura- we really need to hang out soon, like sometime this week.
I think I'm breaking up with Keith, just don't know how I'm gonna do this. I don't want to hurt him but lately I'm just not feeling it, and I would rather end it now than prolong this torture. I feel like such a horrible person for this. He's a great guy, but we're just too different.
I need to move out of my house soon. I'm going crazy living with them.
I've already cried 3 times at work this morning and I'm fighting back tears now. I have so much shit to think about on top of work stressing me out, I feel like I'm going to lose it. I just want to crawl into a hole and sleep for a week.
I miss Lisa and Laura- we really need to hang out soon, like sometime this week.
I think I'm breaking up with Keith, just don't know how I'm gonna do this. I don't want to hurt him but lately I'm just not feeling it, and I would rather end it now than prolong this torture. I feel like such a horrible person for this. He's a great guy, but we're just too different.
I need to move out of my house soon. I'm going crazy living with them.
I've already cried 3 times at work this morning and I'm fighting back tears now. I have so much shit to think about on top of work stressing me out, I feel like I'm going to lose it. I just want to crawl into a hole and sleep for a week.