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I can't stretch this enough, but I abhor what I'm about to do. I really, really do. In my entire lj ~life~ I have never nor thought I would have to do this. But alas, the time has come.
I'm going on ~hiatus~.
Earlier, I was thinking I'd bounce back and get out of my funk and be be like before. Then my mom dropped some bombshells on me and now, I can't do with all that and trying to keep up with this. I have tremendous amount of family stuff going on. Like, I'm going back to texas in roughly 2 weeks and hopefully going on FMLA at work so when I do return, I'll still have my job. I wasn't even going to post this until I was in the shower 30 minutes ago and everything hit me and I started crying. I really wish I could carry on right now, but I can't deal right now. My attention and focus is else where and I'm not going to try and act like it isn't.
I knew one of the things going on, but then my mom told me about 2 other things, and those are the ones that pushed me over, in a manner of speaking. If you want to know more, feel free to message me. =/
I'm really, really sorry guys. I hate doing this.
Love you all and I'll miss you.
I'm going on ~hiatus~.
Earlier, I was thinking I'd bounce back and get out of my funk and be be like before. Then my mom dropped some bombshells on me and now, I can't do with all that and trying to keep up with this. I have tremendous amount of family stuff going on. Like, I'm going back to texas in roughly 2 weeks and hopefully going on FMLA at work so when I do return, I'll still have my job. I wasn't even going to post this until I was in the shower 30 minutes ago and everything hit me and I started crying. I really wish I could carry on right now, but I can't deal right now. My attention and focus is else where and I'm not going to try and act like it isn't.
I knew one of the things going on, but then my mom told me about 2 other things, and those are the ones that pushed me over, in a manner of speaking. If you want to know more, feel free to message me. =/
I'm really, really sorry guys. I hate doing this.
Love you all and I'll miss you.