new years..

[fairyfreckles]

i had one of the best nights of my life last night. actually this whole last week has been fairly incredible. i am figuring out that i will be happy without mark, and that i really can let him go and hope for him to find someone better for him and his needs than i am. we have grow into different people, and i think more so for him than for me, but i think all that will be left will be friendship. I hope so much that all our memories as friends and other things will remain strong and that we will go back to being happy together and having fun. I just have completely realized that i do not want to spend the rest of my life hoping for mark to turn into someone i want him to be. we will see how shit goes down, as they say...
happy new year to everyone...
elisabeth