Delayed Gratification
Confessing, Gackt decided as he lay back on the couch with Hyde draped lightly over him, really did cleanse the soul. He was happier than he could ever remember being, happier than he felt he had any right to be. The burden he’d been carrying for so long had dissolved and he felt lighter than air.
Of course, this feeling could have something to do with the fact that Hyde’s head would lift every so often to break off the train of whatever either of them had been saying with a long sweet kiss. Gods but those lips were addictive, just as he’d always known they would be and the sensation of finally kissing him surpassed any of his idle imaginings. Gackt happily concluded that he would have waited through centuries of torture if this was the end result.
The two spent the day together like this, touching and kissing just softly, learning the others lips, never pushing it too much as they wanted to just enjoy this as it was. Well, that’s why Hyde hadn’t pushed, yet. Gackt, of course, was once again being far too noble for a man who had longed for this for so long.
It wasn’t until the two had finished eating a light dinner and were once again cuddled on the couch that Hyde decided he was going to have to take matters into his own hands. He’d been letting his fingers trace along the skin under Gackt’s shirt idly as he lay against him, dipping down along his pant line, teasing, and while Gackt’s breath would hitch lightly he hadn’t taken the hint and tried to push this further.
He decided being direct, the option he’d been wanting to take from the beginning, would really be the best option and so in one graceful move he went from laying against him to straddling his hips and looking down at the surprised brown eyes with a small little smirk.
“Gacchan…” Hyde purred softly, leaning down to tug at his lower lip with his teeth, “you’re so quiet… what are you thinking about?” he breathed, turning his head to press slow, hot kisses down his neck and listening in amusement as Gackt released a slightly strangled noise when the lobe of his ear was pulled between hot lips, Hyde sucking softly and then scraping his teeth over the sensitive skin.
Gackt shuddered and Hyde pulled back to look at him with eyes dark and lightly smirking, brow raised as he waited expectantly for an answer. When Gackt diverted from a traditional verbal response he couldn’t say he was at all disappointed because suddenly he was groaning as hot, insistent lips were pressed against his, tongue prying his lips open to delve into the heat inside. They both moaned as simultaneously Gackt sat up and Hyde shifted to press closer, tongues suddenly meeting in a fierce kiss with all the heat the day had been lacking.
Hands worked to dive into hair both had been dying to touch, tightening as Hyde rolled his body gracefully down against his lover’s, making sure there was no doubt in either’s mind about what exactly it was that they wanted. Pulling back with a gasp Hyde looked down into those molten brown eyes and shuddered. Pulling off his lap he watched the feral look cross the singers eyes when he stepped back, letting his hips sway as he moved backward toward Gackt’s bedroom.
He took a step and then another and then groaned with pure primal need as Gackt’s body lifted swiftly from the coach and was moving toward him like a cat to his very excited little mouse. Before he could even take another step back he’d been lifted up and pressed hard back against the wall and all he could do was release a strangled whimper from the back of his throat as his legs were wrapped around Gackt’s strong hips. Gackt’s lips were on his again, hard, hot, and possessive and all he could do was kiss him back with everything he had, quickly being stripped of any higher brain functions.
Gackt’s head spun as he pressed into Hyde and claimed his mouth as his own. Everything he was seemed to be centered on this moment, centered on claiming everything that was Hyde and making him his, make sure that Hyde would be with him till the world ended. With all of the fantasies over all of the years he’d known Hyde none of them could come close to the feel of him under him, to the soft little noises he made in the back of his throat, to how wonderfully responsive his Hyde was. He kissed back just as fiercely as Gackt kissed him, demanding everything he had to give, stripping Gackt of any semblance of his usual cool, collected demeanor.
Hyde found himself shuddering and whimpering when Gackt finally pulled back a bit from the kiss only to move them toward his room, backing Hyde up, pulling his shirt up over his head as he went before claiming his lips again. Hyde shuddered when those wonderful, talented hands met the warm skin of his back and moved down to slip into the back of his pants. He pulled Hyde forward against him, delighting in the strangled moan the other singer made with the move before getting a better hold and lifting him up to drop him on his bed, stripping the pants from him in one smooth move.
Hyde was left panting, looking up as Gackt stood over him, just sliding his eyes over Hyde’s heated flesh before pulling his own shirt up over his head and dropping it down, grace written into even that simple movement. Hyde groaned softly as a well manicured hand slid down over that flat perfectly toned stomach to undo the pants and then they were falling to the floor and Hyde discovered that Gackt really rarely wore underwear. He released another of his strangled sort of noises before Gackt was crawling up the bed and catching his lips again and he was moaning. Arching up into the hand sliding over his skin he shuddered when they caught hold of the last remaining clothing between them and pulled them smoothly off.
Before he even had time to think Gackt had pulled back from the kiss and smirked softly to him before sliding down and deftly pulling the head of Hyde’s cock between his lips, sucking hard and causing the smaller singer to arch up and cry out sharply. Hyde’s thoughts were a jumble of things he was certain made no sense as he breathed out his lovers name like a prayer as Gackt’s tongue worked him to perfection. And oh my god, yes, right there! He shuddered as Gackt pulled more of him into his mouth and scrapped his teeth so lightly along the throbbing vein, soothing it quickly with his tongue and making Hyde writhe under him as he begged and pleaded for something.
Gackt’s eyes slid up the length of his writhing, panting, completely lost lover and he smirked softly, sliding his hands up to gently catch his sac in his hands. He watched the way Hyde’s body just quivered at the move, the way his hands gripped tighter to his bedspread, trying to hold off that final release just a little longer. Gackt smirked softly again. No, that would never do. Without even letting Hyde take a breath he nearly swallowed his length and rolled the cool sac in his hand and then squeezed just so as he hummed around him.
Suddenly Hyde’s world exploded and he arched off the bed with a hoarse, surprised cry, his entire body trembling with the force of it. He panted and managed to open dazed eyes to look down his body only to find Gackt meticulously cleaning every drop from Hyde’s spent length. The smaller singer groaned softly and let his body flop bonelessly to the bed as he worked to catch his breath.
Hyde didn’t have time to worry about how quickly he’d come because soon Gackt’s bare body was crawling up the bed to press to his and warm lips were gently pressing his open. He mewled softly as he responded lazily, hands coming up to slip into his hair. Tasting his own salty tang on Gackt’s perfect lips had him shivering and moaning softly against the kiss, tongue lapping at that wonderfully unique blend of tastes.
Pulling back Gackt smiled softly and ran his fingers through Hyde’s hair, watching his lover with that soft affection in his features, that deep burning love etched deeply in his beautiful brown eyes. Sighing happily Hyde just watched him, content to bask in the silence till Gackt leaned down, nipping softly at his ear. “Do you think you can handle anymore, love?” he asked on a whisper. The words were soft, the tone almost lightly teasing, as if in a challenge, but always leaving his lover the room to back out.
They had the desired effect on Hyde though who whimpered and turned his head to kiss him again. “What did you have in mind?” he breathed, voice husky.
Gackt smiled more then and nipped at his lip, reaching over to pull open a drawer, hand dipping inside and returning condom and lube. He set them next to Hyde as he leaned down, nuzzling at his neck, nipping and sucking softly.
Shuddering Hyde mewled gently and turned his head, “and people call me the vampire…” he breathed out huskily, causing his lover to release a husky laugh that slid clear down to his toes. Hyde whimpered when Gackt sucked harder and then caught the tender flesh between his teeth to tug lightly. “Plan on claiming me then?” Hyde breathed, hands sliding down over his back to rest on the small of it, shifting so that Gackt rested between his thighs.
“Mmmm,” Gackt murmured back against his ear, “if you’ve a mind to be claimed.” Pressing a light teasing kiss to Hyde’s lips he pulled back to hold his eyes, seeing the heat there he knew he had his answer and nodded. “Roll over,” he breathed, a gentle request bordering on an easy command. Hyde pressed a last kiss to his lips and nodded, waiting till Gackt pulled back a little before rolling his body gracefully under his.
Taking a soft breath Hyde shivered when he felt Gackt’s hand slide down along his back then move to his sides. Strong hands caught his hips and he had to bite his lip to fight back a whimper when they lifted them, bringing him up onto his knees, legs spread to leave himself open to Gackt. Gods but it had been too long since someone had taken care of him like this. He’d forgotten how wonderful it could be to just hand yourself over to your partner during lovemaking.
For his part Gackt pressed a kiss to the back of Hyde’s neck and slid down pressing soft kisses over his lover’s wings and mm’ing just lightly before pulling back. He released a soft groan at seeing his lover, the man he’d dreamt about for so long splayed out and open on his bed, just for him, no one else.
Shivering Gackt knew he’d dreamt of nearly every thing about Hyde and there was just one more taste he needed to know before he claimed him and with a soft moan he shifted and pressed just a soft kiss to the top of that line that would lead him to his prize. When his tongue slid over that same flesh Hyde released a strange little mewl and gripped his pillow, “Gackt…” he breathed out huskily, revealing that his intentions had been discovered.
Where earlier had been heat, hard and fast, driving Hyde crazy and delirious as quickly as possible, this was lovemaking. Soft, controlled, each individual move designed to discover his lover’s weaknesses, to play his body better than Gackt had ever played any instrument. This was one instrument no one but they would know he had mastered and master it, he intended to do.
Moving in slowly he let his breath play over the warm quivering entrance and he smiled when Hyde squirmed softly and buried a whimper in his pillow, previously spent cock twitching in interest. Gackt teased, pressing kisses, licking around the tight orifice, moving down to run his tongue along the back of his balls and suck hard. He moved back up again the moans that followed from both were low and heart felt as Gackt’s tongue finally flicked over his goal.
He pulled back a moment to listen to the needy whimper before his hands pulled him open more and he moved back in. This time when his tongue brushed over him, it stayed, insistent and greedy, pressing flat against the quivering muscle and them moving over it over and over. He reduce his lover to quivering sobs, listened to him beg for more before he finally gave in and pushed the flexible muscle inside that heat.
Hyde’s moan was completely gratifying as his hips thrust back against that tongue, movement aiding his not-quite silent pleas for more. Moaning Gackt pulled back to run over him again, barely giving the tortured whimper a chance to form before he was back to pressing into him. He used his tongue to show him just how he would take him later, slow, purposeful strokes.
Hyde was nearly delirious, it had been absolutely ages since anyone had done this to him and oh gods no one had ever done it so exquisitely well. He was panting and begging and pleading and it was just so good. He never wanted it to stop and he mewled pitifully when the tongue pulled back only to moan low and heartfelt when then tongue was replaced with one long, well-slicked finger. His hips bucked back again, “more Gacchan, please…” he panted, needing to be claimed far more than he needed to draw breath.
Gackt obliged, a second finger quickly following the first, quirking till they found that spot guaranteed to dry him crazy, one he knew he’d found when Hyde released a keening cry and thrust back again, “Please, now, please gods Gackt now... no more...” Biting his lip hard Gackt had to fight to keep from listening, stretching him carefully, not wanting to hurt him. He added a third finger, brushing over that spot once more before he showed pity on his strung-out lover and pulled back.
Unable to help the whimper when those fingers left him Hyde focused on trying to breath as he heard foil being torn and he shuddered as Gackt leaned over him, warm, wonderful body pressing against his back. “Roll over my love…” his deep voice breathed against his ear and Hyde could do nothing but comply, moving off his shaky knees to lie back on under him and oh wow. His imagination could never have painted that look in Gackt’s eyes in a million years and he groaned when Gackt leaned down to catch his lips. “Mine,” he breathed against them, giving Hyde no room to argue, only time to nod.
“Show me how…” Hyde whispered, lifting his eyes back to his, lifting his hips for Gackt when the pillow was placed under them. He moaned softly when he felt Gackt pull back just a little, smearing lube over his cock to make the passage as easy as possible and moved to line up with his lover. Hyde shuddered and moaned as he bent his knees more and his eyes fluttered shut when that wonderful cock finally pressed right where he wanted it most.
That first exquisite stretch was heaven for both of them as Gackt finally breached Hyde, the head of his cock suddenly surrounded by tight, wet heat. Hyde moaned softly, the stretch so much more wonderful than he remembered and he shifted, wrapping his legs around Gackt, encouraging more of the same. Gackt moved slowly, tantalizingly, tortuously, slowly. He’d push in barely at all and pull back, pushing a little more on the next thrust. Hyde gasped and panted with each move, eyes locked to Gackt’s, almost begging for more, but knowing that this control was important to Gackt he simply let his lover take care of him. He groaned and let his head fall back when finally, finally, Gackt pulled back and in one smooth, perfect thrust slid all the way home.
Gackt leaned down slow, pressing his body slowly to Hyde’s till there was no space between them, just holding his eyes. They stayed that way for a long moment, both just savoring the feel of being connected so perfectly like this, marveling at what it was like to not really know where one ended and the other began. Leaning up Hyde kissed him slowly, the tenderness in the kiss tugging at both their hearts as they let it hold all of the promises and hope for their future together.
When Gackt pulled back finally the two moved together in perfect sync, bodies pressed close as they found the pace that worked for both of them. The soft gasps and moans, the sounds of their bodies moving together were the only things that registered to the two lovers as they moved together, lost in the perfection of their lovemaking.
When they shifted together just subtly and the Gackt’s thrusts started to hit Hyde’s prostate rather than just lightly brush over it they were both lost and all it took was a gentle slick hand to slide around Hyde’s hard cock and suddenly he was arching and tightening around his lover, both of them sent over the edge with nothing but the name of the other whispered between them.
Coming down from the high together hands reached simultaneously to brush away the tears that had gathered, lips meeting in another achingly tender kiss so that all Hyde could do when his lover pulled from him was sigh with that soft, sated happiness. When his lover disappeared from his side for a moment he merely closed his eyes and savored the feelings that lingered. Gackt returned a moment later and took extra care in cleaning the evidence of their lovemaking from Hyde’s beautiful body, moving the cool cloth gently across his over sensitive skin.
Lifting his eyes to watch him Hyde’s breath caught again at the love that shown so brightly from his lover’s eyes and he felt those tears threaten again; This was the love he’d been missing, the love that everyone searched so hard for. Here, finally, he had the love that he’d been waiting for, the love that had been waiting for him. When the soft brown of his lover’s eyes met his own one tear slid free and he watched his own emotions mirror in those gentle irises before Gackt leaned down to press a gentle kiss to his lips.
Smiling softly when his tear was brushed away Hyde brought his hand to Gackt’s smooth cheek, waiting till he’d pulled back to catch his eyes again and whisper softly, “I love you.”
Gackt smiled and kissed him again, shifting to lay back in the bed with him, pulling him close and draping the blanket over them both, “I love you too…” he whispered gently, holding his precious bundle close, kissing him again as each silently promised to never release what they had found.
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A/N: Wow.. and there it is, I finally started and completed an entire project. Now, I want those of you that read all the way through in on a little secret. I actually have this delightful little smut!bunny playing in the back of mind with these two in this universe that i was going to include in this, but, alas, it chose to end where it did. ( I think we'll forgive the story for that though, as it did end rather nicely i think.) However, should my readers leave comments about the story and seem inclined to want more... i could certainly be persuaded to write a little bonus part with something about Hyde getting bend over a table.. hmm, what do we think? -holds out hand for cookies-
Also, I really desperately feel like i need a title for the mini-series itself so i can group it together under one name, suggestions please? The person who gives me the title i like best will not only get credit for the title, but also get a prize, how's that?
Comments are love!