UPDATTTEE:
Woah it's been a long time since I've updated!!! Hmm... well since that last post a LOT has happened.. let me tell you :|! and not many of them being good things either!
Well, I started college... THAT was a hellova scary experience I never realised how bad I was at making friends I'm actually a really shy person and I never noticed.. I mean I knew I was shy but didn't realise I was THAT shy! Ahh well.. found it really hard making friends but.. I have made some so don't worry I'm not a COMPLETE loner and I still have my munchkins whom I love very much xD!
I had an induction day at a scout camp place which is rather random ...yes.. but also very fun! We got set loads of like problem solving activities and shit to do.. including a 3 legged race in a river... with complete strangers but I had fun anyway haha! Umm... then I started college and OMG it's a BIIIGG college but I hated every minute of it :|! I'm soo glad I have helen and kiwi there or else I would have been a complete loner! Umm.. the only thing that kept me going through those couple of weeks was knowing that Matty would be coming down for 3 weeks at the end of this term and he was actually gonna come to the college as well :D ... and then he said that he was gonna come even earlier.. so we decided to surprise everyone with him lol.. so on thheee.... 12th october (I think) I met him outside college and brought him with me to the allen cafe and surprised kiwi and helen which was kinda fun (even though I think they found out somehow haha.. but never mind :D it was still fun) me and him and a good couple of days at the beginning.. he even met my parents (but they were bastards to him!) umm.. then it all started to go downhill from there really... :(! can't be bothered to get into it... sooo on the 26th of October me and the people on my course all stayed over night in this barn place in penzance it was sooo.. weird lol.. the first day we spent cutting down trees then we all went to tesco bought the most food you could ever imagine!!!! and ate it all at the barn and slept over night.. the next day we went for a walk along the cliff .. it must have been the windiest day ever I swear I got blown over at least 10 times LMAO!! (but not off the cliff.... unfortunately..) Umm.. I got home on the friday and got invited to a party (as well as matty was) so on monday evening me and helen went to this party I wont say what happened there cos I don't think ANYONE would even want to know.. eww >.< I don't even wanna think about it... but yup me and matty are no longer... welll.... i don't even know if we're friends anymore :S I have no idea what's going on .. but.. he's going back to his island on friday so... yeah :S! I dunno... I fucking hate all guys I mean wtf is wrong with them??? ... anymawhoo... yesterday was kinda fun me and jodie went into town and firstly we saw snufkin (this really hott guy who's on our bus.. but he's SOOOOO creepy lmao) he gave me a hug so I was happy and then we saw Alex Weedon.. awww how Ive missed him lol.. so I got as many hugs as I could off him lol and a kiss xD dear of him!!! Lol! And then me and jodie went back to hers and we watched romeo and juliet <3 I love that film lol!!! xD!! and today I'm just getting on with homework and tidying my room e.t.c.... so I've had a pretty shite month really but.. I guess it COULD be worse... :S somehow .. not sure exactly how but it could! well.. I'm hoping stuff gets better soon.. speak soon luv Bex xxx
Well, I started college... THAT was a hellova scary experience I never realised how bad I was at making friends I'm actually a really shy person and I never noticed.. I mean I knew I was shy but didn't realise I was THAT shy! Ahh well.. found it really hard making friends but.. I have made some so don't worry I'm not a COMPLETE loner and I still have my munchkins whom I love very much xD!
I had an induction day at a scout camp place which is rather random ...yes.. but also very fun! We got set loads of like problem solving activities and shit to do.. including a 3 legged race in a river... with complete strangers but I had fun anyway haha! Umm... then I started college and OMG it's a BIIIGG college but I hated every minute of it :|! I'm soo glad I have helen and kiwi there or else I would have been a complete loner! Umm.. the only thing that kept me going through those couple of weeks was knowing that Matty would be coming down for 3 weeks at the end of this term and he was actually gonna come to the college as well :D ... and then he said that he was gonna come even earlier.. so we decided to surprise everyone with him lol.. so on thheee.... 12th october (I think) I met him outside college and brought him with me to the allen cafe and surprised kiwi and helen which was kinda fun (even though I think they found out somehow haha.. but never mind :D it was still fun) me and him and a good couple of days at the beginning.. he even met my parents (but they were bastards to him!) umm.. then it all started to go downhill from there really... :(! can't be bothered to get into it... sooo on the 26th of October me and the people on my course all stayed over night in this barn place in penzance it was sooo.. weird lol.. the first day we spent cutting down trees then we all went to tesco bought the most food you could ever imagine!!!! and ate it all at the barn and slept over night.. the next day we went for a walk along the cliff .. it must have been the windiest day ever I swear I got blown over at least 10 times LMAO!! (but not off the cliff.... unfortunately..) Umm.. I got home on the friday and got invited to a party (as well as matty was) so on monday evening me and helen went to this party I wont say what happened there cos I don't think ANYONE would even want to know.. eww >.< I don't even wanna think about it... but yup me and matty are no longer... welll.... i don't even know if we're friends anymore :S I have no idea what's going on .. but.. he's going back to his island on friday so... yeah :S! I dunno... I fucking hate all guys I mean wtf is wrong with them??? ... anymawhoo... yesterday was kinda fun me and jodie went into town and firstly we saw snufkin (this really hott guy who's on our bus.. but he's SOOOOO creepy lmao) he gave me a hug so I was happy and then we saw Alex Weedon.. awww how Ive missed him lol.. so I got as many hugs as I could off him lol and a kiss xD dear of him!!! Lol! And then me and jodie went back to hers and we watched romeo and juliet <3 I love that film lol!!! xD!! and today I'm just getting on with homework and tidying my room e.t.c.... so I've had a pretty shite month really but.. I guess it COULD be worse... :S somehow .. not sure exactly how but it could! well.. I'm hoping stuff gets better soon.. speak soon luv Bex xxx