Aug 12, 2009 20:11
was i supposed to learn a lesson from this? Was i supposed to learn that i need to start taking matters into my own hands? or was the ultimate lesson you taught me from all of those "point makers" that truly everyone deep down doesn't really actually care about anyone but themselves? part of me is sill rebelling against the notion of agreeing with you, especially on that issue. However, now i can see where it starts to make sense. Because i started to ignore you because i was too scared too tired too full of excuses to start crying again I'M the one that should be punished. That's what i thought. I started to think differently, not anymore.
Perhaps my friends were really too scared to do something. or perhaps they are as selfish and greedy as you say they are.
Did i ever teach you anything? besides not to love me.