May 18, 2005 14:37
well well well..where should I begin. This day was going great UNTIL 12 o'clock. well ok so I was feeling like shit today. Something terrible happened right when I woke up, parents being jackass's, I was so incredibly tired, I promised my baby id call him when i woke up and I couldnt cuz my mom wouldnt let me get the phone, my eyes were puffy, ect. The whole morning really sucked ass for me. So i decided to be a dumbass and skip. I went to the bus stop until my dad dropped off tim, and as I was there everyone was telling me that I looked like crap, cuz ive been sick. So yea, then i went back home, the day was going well until 12:30ish, my dad comes home and says he got a call from some stupid ass person at my school saying I wasnt there, I was so effen pissed!. Then me and my dad got into an argument, it wasnt that bad but it still made me angry. Then my dad tells me to give him my cord to my computer and we started talking about it and so he decided not to take it. Well yea my day has been pretty crappy. And I still have to wait till my mom gets home, and I know im gunna be bitched at more and worse. Im hoping she doesnt take my computer away, or the phone cuz im gunna die if I cant talk to luke. Well instead of sitting on my ass all day I decided to try to make everything alittle better, and clean my house for my mom. Im hoping that makes her calm down a bit. But when she starts to talk (or yell) at me because I skipped school im gunna try and not to go off on her, im gunna try to just talk everything out and just simply tell her im never gunna do it again (which i meen, cuz im not gunna do it again), and tell her I wasnt feeling well, cuz I honestly wasnt. I felt like shit today. Damn it really has been a bad day and im really hoping it doesnt get worse. And people if I act like a bitch, sry. My mood swings are getting worse. Well anyways im off to see if I can do anything else in the house to get on my moms good side again. And im waiting till 3 so I can talk to my baby boy. Ttyl
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