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It's been raining for almost a week, I'm pissed, I want to see the sun so bad! this weather kills any good mood that might dig it's self out of my sickness. I feel terrible, it's no longer in the back of nose, now my nose is drippy and my neck and shoulders are killing me, just an all around gross feeling, hate it. I'm so tired, tried to rest today, probably fell asleep for 20 mins, have no clue. ugh. This has been the worst couple days...ugh, felt terrible yesterday, emotional and physicaly. sucked like a hoover....talked to my pumpkin for an hour and 1/2 which was good :)
5 weeks till I can legally drive with Meg! can't wait!! we're going Christmas shopping together! woot!
So I might try to get back on the schedule at work for Saturday Mornings, if they'll let me, please!...Toms' gonna start working Saturdays so I figure, instead of sitting around and waiting to see him till the evening, I'll work and get some cash coming in again...kinda need it.
My little siblings are so incredibly hyper, it's soooo annoying sometimes, I love em' to death, I really do...but lately I can't handle it. :(
I hate this feeling of feeling good, but knowing everything is not ok with you under the surface...it's not like I act like everything is ok, things are better, things feel somewhat ok right now...my mind won't let me think and go over the crap I used to...so I feel better, but I know all that crap is still there..I dunno, just venting here, don't mind me.
hmmm, dinner is here, I don't feel like eating :( and I really want chocolate chip cookies. random!
my little brother gave me a new nickname : Omelet. haha
Karma : what goes around, comes around...sad but true