Nov 29, 2003 21:22
I don't want to go back
I really don't want to...
I could cry
I hate that I'm going back to not being with my mom or sisters or boyfriend or people that imisssomuch because everyone lives so far away from each other now.
I want to stay here, I don't care if I have to stay sleeping on the couch, or that my mom drives me crazy, or that the kids drive me crazy, right now I don't really care.
ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but soon enought I'll want to leave again. All the same things I miss so much in Tallee are the things that drove me away from here. They're all the same. That's so weird.
I hope tomorrow I don't cry, because that would suck so much. I've been attached to Fredo by the hip since last week Thursday morning, I haven't been apart from him for more than 8 hours. It's gonna suck so hard to not see him for however long it is till winter break. And then there's Cunina, who needs me so much, almost as much as I do her. And my mom, and Ingrid, and my aunts, and cousins, and Liz, and Adri, and Kris. Lifeeeeeeeee.
This is so sad.