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so I just really really wanted to share that i am ridiculously excited about Brangelina's baby Shiloh.. i dont know why. but i am. honestly.
i am also really freaking out because my boxer is crazy, and seriously, she's really starting to freak me out. i have no idea how i am going to ween (sp) my daughter, but i have to start soon, this makes me really really sad. i hate changes. i hate that its going to be such a painful change for the both of us.. but i understand that i cant breastfeed forever and the older she is the more difficult it will be. i wish dr. sears was like, my neighbor or something. i'm so happy that there are babies in the world, and to anyone and everyone that has one CONGRATULATIONS! Good luck! the future of the world lies in the power of these precious people that we are helping bring up! quite an exciting/scary concept. My left arm is super sore from trying to walk my dog... she is 50lbs. of pure muscle. I dont know whats happening to my spelling tonight, but its really really bad. whatever. old friends new friends. hm. my entries jump around everywhere i'm just going with my thoughts. i love doing that. it feels like i'm going faster and faster and it could almost be nauseating. but its interesting to see where thoughts lead up to. I think my mom wants me to stay up to help her do some stuff, but at this hour I'm pretty tired. believe it or not. I have so many people to call, so many things to do, everything is on hold till the 16th. crap. whatever. my boss used to always tell us about the many sacrifices adults had to do. it sucks. but everything has a price. ying and yang. i love it.
i am also really freaking out because my boxer is crazy, and seriously, she's really starting to freak me out. i have no idea how i am going to ween (sp) my daughter, but i have to start soon, this makes me really really sad. i hate changes. i hate that its going to be such a painful change for the both of us.. but i understand that i cant breastfeed forever and the older she is the more difficult it will be. i wish dr. sears was like, my neighbor or something. i'm so happy that there are babies in the world, and to anyone and everyone that has one CONGRATULATIONS! Good luck! the future of the world lies in the power of these precious people that we are helping bring up! quite an exciting/scary concept. My left arm is super sore from trying to walk my dog... she is 50lbs. of pure muscle. I dont know whats happening to my spelling tonight, but its really really bad. whatever. old friends new friends. hm. my entries jump around everywhere i'm just going with my thoughts. i love doing that. it feels like i'm going faster and faster and it could almost be nauseating. but its interesting to see where thoughts lead up to. I think my mom wants me to stay up to help her do some stuff, but at this hour I'm pretty tired. believe it or not. I have so many people to call, so many things to do, everything is on hold till the 16th. crap. whatever. my boss used to always tell us about the many sacrifices adults had to do. it sucks. but everything has a price. ying and yang. i love it.