the craziness that is my life
So its been quite a while since I've updated... but then again what's new?? Life has been hectic since I moved home a week ago. And just when I didn't know it could get even more busy... my Dad up and had to go to the emergency room because we thought he was having a heart attack. I know, I shouldn't make a joke of it, but it's a little funny... really sad... and really, really freaking scary. So that's how I deal. Dad's in the hospital... our family vacation for the surprise party/reunion is pretty much up in the air on if he can go. My little sister's graduation from high school is on Wednesday and that is the most major thing that we want him out of the hospital for. But from the looks of it, there isn't really any reason to believe he won't be out on Tuesday. All this just sucks... it sucks ass. That's my dad. Bad things, like heart attacks, aren't supposed to happen to him. What happens if he does die or something?? I know that's horrible to even think about, but it scares the shit out of me. I've only cried to three people really. I cried when I first found out with my sister. And then pretty much only when I talk to Ryan and Chelsea... they are both special, that's what I told them at least... lol. More than anything I just want my dad home and safe. Not too much to ask for in my opinion. But yeah... that's about what my life consists of at the moment. Trying to hold the house together while mom spends endless hours with dad, who is doing well. Tomorrow he goes for an angiogram and we'll know more then. I'm also getting ready to go to Las Vegas and for all the other crap my family has coming up. Woot! I'll try to be more consistent in my updates, but I can't promise anything... lol.