I need out....
life is so frustrating why cant anything just work out why does it all have to be so complicated.
His family are just so up themselves i really dont want anything to do with them
i am so not going to the party on saturday...i ll work late or something...i just dont want to be caught up in it. i have no desire to bother with either of them hes just a phycho and shes just self absorbed, nasty to say about someones parents but hey...he deserves so much better.
I diddnt talk because there was nothing to say how can you bare ur insides when theres nothing inside....argh so much work so little time i just seem to run away from it constantly and now i have no way of getting it done...
I just want to get away...i ll go round europe on my own if i have to...i need to get away i will fall apart if i stay here
a week ago it would have been three years...the whole thing has left me cold...i stay awake at night planning how to kill him...how it would feel to push my fingers into his eye sockets and pull out his burning eyes...i never told him it was three years...i think he knew anyway...i diddnt tell anyone i just let it pass...i just let another part of me die...argh i just want to scream but theres always people around to hear and watch me fall apart their twisted little eyes watching me judging me so i just have to swallow it and become just that bit more secretly bitter...
His family are just so up themselves i really dont want anything to do with them
i am so not going to the party on saturday...i ll work late or something...i just dont want to be caught up in it. i have no desire to bother with either of them hes just a phycho and shes just self absorbed, nasty to say about someones parents but hey...he deserves so much better.
I diddnt talk because there was nothing to say how can you bare ur insides when theres nothing inside....argh so much work so little time i just seem to run away from it constantly and now i have no way of getting it done...
I just want to get away...i ll go round europe on my own if i have to...i need to get away i will fall apart if i stay here
a week ago it would have been three years...the whole thing has left me cold...i stay awake at night planning how to kill him...how it would feel to push my fingers into his eye sockets and pull out his burning eyes...i never told him it was three years...i think he knew anyway...i diddnt tell anyone i just let it pass...i just let another part of me die...argh i just want to scream but theres always people around to hear and watch me fall apart their twisted little eyes watching me judging me so i just have to swallow it and become just that bit more secretly bitter...