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Last night was hell, but Im not going into all the details...I basically just woke up feeling like shit. I want to see Matt, but I highly dout I will tonight..after last night I just want to be with him not saying anything not talking not really going anywhere, I just want him to hold me. I just feel like I need to be with him after all that was said and all that went on. Its so weird i miss him so much right now...and the fact that I am probably not going to see him later is not helping.