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today fucking sucked...matt's not coming over and we are fighting anyway so that is probably a good thing.
I want to be loved again. I miss that feeling so much. I miss knowing that the person you are with loves you. It's scary being in a relationship and not knowing that. I love being with matt, he's great and he is everything I should want in a person. But I have no idea how or what he feels for me, and that scares me. I think there isnt much for me to do but go to bed..at 8 pm on a weeknight..when i should be out doing shit but im not because I dont know where anyone is. a ciggarette sounds good right now..off to the roof.
BTW new pics on my myspace page..check em out if ya want
I want to be loved again. I miss that feeling so much. I miss knowing that the person you are with loves you. It's scary being in a relationship and not knowing that. I love being with matt, he's great and he is everything I should want in a person. But I have no idea how or what he feels for me, and that scares me. I think there isnt much for me to do but go to bed..at 8 pm on a weeknight..when i should be out doing shit but im not because I dont know where anyone is. a ciggarette sounds good right now..off to the roof.
BTW new pics on my myspace page..check em out if ya want