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I happen to be feeling alot better since last week. I've been eating more and forgetting about Nick. I don't need that bullshit in my life anymore. All he did was take from me and make me feel bad about myself and worthless and like the way he was talking to me just made me finally realize how much of an asshole he is. I used to think it was funny when he was a prick to other people but when I got a taste of it I fucking hated it more then you could understand.
Anyway's things have been pretty good. I let go of the whole Katy thing as well. I don't need someone like her to also bring me down. I mean we talk or w/e but it's nothing more then that and it's never going to be anything more then that ever again.
I've been chilling with Bunlinda alot and going shopping and just trying not to be so upset. Counciling was AWFUL. I bawled my eyes out like a little baby. I felt so stupid. I never cry so it took alot out of me and made me extremely tired. I think it was good to get it out. Friend's helped me alot during my week and made me eat and whatnot. I love my friends and I'm glad I've finally got stable ones.
Wednesday, Bunlinda and I went to Boston(where we got lost) to go to a BAGLY meeting. Everyone could tell we've never been before. I knew a few people from the dances and there was also some very hottt girls. ONE HAD A MOHAWK haha<3
Thursday, Bunlinda, Amber, Salina, Sarah and I all skipped school and went to the beach. We had such a great time. The beach was beautiful. We layed there for a while, walked around, went to the arcade, danced in the parking lot lol. I'm glad we all went.
Anyway's this past weekend was fucking crazyyy. My parent's went away to Maine so Friday I hung out with Bulinda went to this mall in east bum fuck to get me a shirt for Pride(WHICH IS IN 4 DAYS :D) Then after that I went home and thought to myself hmm, my parent's aren't home let's have some people over. So I texted Amber and her, Navy, Sarah, Narrin, Narrin's sister, Narrin's Friend, and these three guys came over. Amber and I took like 3 double shots together and then we all smoked weed in my basement. God, Amber, Sarah, Navy, Narrin and I were sooo fucked up and we all passed out to Bound on the couch which I totally orgasm'd over.
The next morning we woke up, cleaned and then I made pancakes for everyone and I have to say I did a pretty good job. Amber and Navy took a bath in my tub that was exciting haha, then Sarah left to go to work and Amber went to get Johnny and Salina so that afternoon we all went to the mall with Bunlinda then that night we had another party. OMG,I took 3 double shots with Amber, 2 more doubles by myself, then 3 more doubles again with Amber. I was soooo fucked up. I can't remember half the night. I have my weed to someone, got pantsed, threw up, fell down numorous times, talked to Katy for an hour on the phone and said some pretty stupid shit, and the only loving I got all nighr was with the fucking toilet seat haha. So, woke up Sunday morning and I couldn't remember anything for the life of me it was so shitty. But, Sunday, Johnny, Amber, Salina, Bunlinda and I went to the Rockingham mall where Amber and I punched each other back and forth in the tit and vagina all day. It was a good time, lemme tell you haha. So that was my weekend, I had so much fun and my parent's have no clue thank god for that.
They are going away this weekend and I am definetly having another party uhh, I can't wait for Friday to party and Saturday for Pride it's going to be awesome. I was going to tan for it but uhh, I burnt my eye tanning so no more of that. I'm just going to get a spray tan done professionaly. So yeah that's all I have to say I'll try to update sooner. Pce Out
<3*Kaceyy
Anyway's things have been pretty good. I let go of the whole Katy thing as well. I don't need someone like her to also bring me down. I mean we talk or w/e but it's nothing more then that and it's never going to be anything more then that ever again.
I've been chilling with Bunlinda alot and going shopping and just trying not to be so upset. Counciling was AWFUL. I bawled my eyes out like a little baby. I felt so stupid. I never cry so it took alot out of me and made me extremely tired. I think it was good to get it out. Friend's helped me alot during my week and made me eat and whatnot. I love my friends and I'm glad I've finally got stable ones.
Wednesday, Bunlinda and I went to Boston(where we got lost) to go to a BAGLY meeting. Everyone could tell we've never been before. I knew a few people from the dances and there was also some very hottt girls. ONE HAD A MOHAWK haha<3
Thursday, Bunlinda, Amber, Salina, Sarah and I all skipped school and went to the beach. We had such a great time. The beach was beautiful. We layed there for a while, walked around, went to the arcade, danced in the parking lot lol. I'm glad we all went.
Anyway's this past weekend was fucking crazyyy. My parent's went away to Maine so Friday I hung out with Bulinda went to this mall in east bum fuck to get me a shirt for Pride(WHICH IS IN 4 DAYS :D) Then after that I went home and thought to myself hmm, my parent's aren't home let's have some people over. So I texted Amber and her, Navy, Sarah, Narrin, Narrin's sister, Narrin's Friend, and these three guys came over. Amber and I took like 3 double shots together and then we all smoked weed in my basement. God, Amber, Sarah, Navy, Narrin and I were sooo fucked up and we all passed out to Bound on the couch which I totally orgasm'd over.
The next morning we woke up, cleaned and then I made pancakes for everyone and I have to say I did a pretty good job. Amber and Navy took a bath in my tub that was exciting haha, then Sarah left to go to work and Amber went to get Johnny and Salina so that afternoon we all went to the mall with Bunlinda then that night we had another party. OMG,I took 3 double shots with Amber, 2 more doubles by myself, then 3 more doubles again with Amber. I was soooo fucked up. I can't remember half the night. I have my weed to someone, got pantsed, threw up, fell down numorous times, talked to Katy for an hour on the phone and said some pretty stupid shit, and the only loving I got all nighr was with the fucking toilet seat haha. So, woke up Sunday morning and I couldn't remember anything for the life of me it was so shitty. But, Sunday, Johnny, Amber, Salina, Bunlinda and I went to the Rockingham mall where Amber and I punched each other back and forth in the tit and vagina all day. It was a good time, lemme tell you haha. So that was my weekend, I had so much fun and my parent's have no clue thank god for that.
They are going away this weekend and I am definetly having another party uhh, I can't wait for Friday to party and Saturday for Pride it's going to be awesome. I was going to tan for it but uhh, I burnt my eye tanning so no more of that. I'm just going to get a spray tan done professionaly. So yeah that's all I have to say I'll try to update sooner. Pce Out
<3*Kaceyy