sleeping over nikkis
oh my gosh she is so high i am so against drugs but she has gone too far with this shit its gotta stop. the lynch mob is moving out i guess thats okay im not sure. i am feeling really confused. i love this guy one guy doug. and i cant date him but i love him more than anything just thinking of him fills my heart with love. i know i dont show it much doug but you understand. and to us getting back togethor i can see it. i really can. i love you. its love. the kind where u get married and have 3 kids. and name one nova. and you get a great job and ill stay home for a lil while with the kdis then get a job, i just want to tell you that i love you so much all i can think about is being in your arms and sleeping in them. doug i need you back in my life. i love you so much i am calling you tomorrow to talk about this. its so unconditional and bursting its like a firework just bright beautiful and loud. i can hear my love for u in my hears, i know its corny and i am never like this but i do love u. i lvoe ur cheesyness and i love being in ur arms, i love ur out grown hair and i love running my fingers through it. i love u. i love douglas andrew rebecca harrington and it will never change. no matter who tries i will always love u. screw matt u were my first love. that was first lust. not love. i feel love for u. head over heals gaga love. i love you doug.