Aug 09, 2006 22:35
have you ever wanted to jump out of a plane and fly like a bird? i would.
i sense of letting go. no worries. just flying. i will fly someday.
i close my eyes and what do i see? the light. no more darkness. i've given up the things that were tearing me a part.
so like the fairy and fantasy world i would like to be and be in, there will be no more sadness and resentment. forget that and forget you.
bitter? not anymore.
do i care? not anymore.
i care about...well i don't know right now.
will i ever open my doors again not for quite some time. not only in the relationships but in friendships. trust is not cheap. not at all.
so i am going to fly. fly away from here and into a whole other world. not really that far away but far enough.