why don't you just cut me open already?
what more could i say to describe the hurt i have right now. i'm angered. i'm pissed. i'm pretty much anything you can find under in the thesaurus as angry. i can't believe people! people are such hyprocrits.(what ever spelling i do wrong, i don't even give a flying shit at this point). ugh!
through all of this i feel sorry for them. oh it's not just one person in this case. there are several of them who should be ashamed of themselves. to believe what they are doing. i just talked to my sister today, even though she isn't my sister. she's like, "nicole i hate to tell you, but because of this, the group is not going to stay together." as of right now it consists of three people. how so very sad. ugh!
i can't talk about it anymore. but i feel so betrayed. for once i let down my guard and let people see me for who i am, ha! never again. they have lost my trust. i truly know who cares for me. hmm if only one of them could see.
but don't worry i'm not going to dwell over it. oh i will rise above. i always have and always will. it's them i feel sorry for. i hope it's not to late for the future, but for me it is.
through all of this i feel sorry for them. oh it's not just one person in this case. there are several of them who should be ashamed of themselves. to believe what they are doing. i just talked to my sister today, even though she isn't my sister. she's like, "nicole i hate to tell you, but because of this, the group is not going to stay together." as of right now it consists of three people. how so very sad. ugh!
i can't talk about it anymore. but i feel so betrayed. for once i let down my guard and let people see me for who i am, ha! never again. they have lost my trust. i truly know who cares for me. hmm if only one of them could see.
but don't worry i'm not going to dwell over it. oh i will rise above. i always have and always will. it's them i feel sorry for. i hope it's not to late for the future, but for me it is.