boys suck
it seems that sometimes there comes a time where a girl like me realizes that no matter what you want out of a guy sometimes, you're not going to get what you expected. i ask for so little yet when i want something in seems like i get "shafted" so to speak. This does not just relate to boys but to friends too. Some times a friend may not even realize what is going on. but i will say it is strange when i spend time with my friends it just seems as if i don't fit in. when i was discussing with my one of my guy friends, he even made the comment, you seem normal compared to the rest of the group. but the normalcy puts me in an outsider position. i swear i can sit in a group of my friends i will not be noticed. i don't even think they pay attention. it's as if they all have their own "hidden" agenda. it's upsetting, yet it's a fact of life i suppose. one or two of my friends may deny such an accusation or perhaps try and change. but sadly deep down, people cannot change over night. alright well i have had too much of a revelation for one day.