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May 17, 2005 00:54

accomplishments today:
* turning alarm off and falling straight back to sleep
* being rubbish at mario sunshine
* not doing any work all day
* having a croaky voice (i seem to have lost it after corp on saturday)
* going to the supermarket
* FORGETTING ALL ABOUT THE MOST IMPORTANT REVISION LESSON EVER UNTIL IT WAS 10 BLOODY HOURS TOO LATE

i really really suck. thinking my essay was due in a couple of days later than it really was is one thing, missing this lesson could really screw me over for the exam (and it is a real bastard). why am i so fucking disorganised? i don't deserve to pass this year and to be honest if anyone's ever foolish enough to give me a job i'm probably going to be an absolute fucking disgrace of a teacher. in fact i'll probably be shit at any job i go into because i'm so unbelievably lame.

when did this happen? when did i lose all motivation to do anything with my life?
i keep on telling myself i'm going to change and it just never happens.
it's just all such a mess...
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