Oct 06, 2005 21:24
after a failed crush on a trany boy im still in the rut of singledom. i think im almost over my ex. i called her house last night because my mom wanted me to call brenda and i had to talk to her. to ask for brenda... it was so fucking crazy i could hear my voice shaking and my heart was racing and god. i miss her. i wish i could see her before i left and actually make amends... but i don't think that will happen. oh right.. im moving. for real. im going to arizona. the people who really care well, they are on my body for life, G-BED, LA... and them, well ill come back for them.. theres a few more ill always miss but i cant see them anymore.. and the fam well ill never get rid of them.. lol.. but anyways 2 weeks and im outa here.. theres just no reason for me to stay...... love.. yeah, i would have stayed for that... but i dont have that anymore.. i lost my heart in texas....
-the E in G-BED