Apr 19, 2023 07:48
I am enjoying this new dynamic. Maybe it’s his experience level, or the personality, or witchcraft (pretty sure it’s that one), but I can see that I am being programmed. Is it scary that someone can be in my head? Yes! Is it enticing and something new to explore? Also yes.
I think the real difference is control and the ability to let it go. I don’t think I’ve been in this particular headspace before where I didn’t feel the need to try to fight it. I don’t feel a need to play a part but still keep total guard up. That’s a nice feeling.