Catch up
Okay i think this may take a while.
Ive neglected my lj for ages now but i thought id have a go at writting some things down.
The past year or so has been a bit hectic for me, but what a year its been. Ive realised just how much i've changed, how i look at things a bit differently now and how my confidence has grown.
I started Rose Bruford college in septemeber and ive just fitted into life there so well. I've got some great friends, lost some and realised some things about myself along the way. Ive been straight with people from the outset and my trust in people has grown. So many people have been supportive, its not a big deal, im getting to be comfortable with myself. I dunno what it is abotu college, maybe its because its a drama college? maybe its because im being independent i don't know. I know i love it! I look forward to college pretty much every day apart from lectures lol. I miss my friends and my house when im not there. I've grown up and im actually happy about it.
Some people are just naturally chatty, ive never really been one of those people. I've been shy and kept my emotions inside, now its not really the same. Mainly due to my miggy girlies, being supportive, changing my outlook on things and introducing me to the wonderful world of rent. I know ive said it before, but its so true. I know i have this amazing group of friends there if i need them and i love being there for them to. I hardly ever get to go online now so dont really get to chat as much as id like to but be prepared for letters and such.:)
Rent, i went to see rent on thursday i think it was yeah thursday. Woke up searched for times and decided to go when we'd dropped my little sister off at her friends house. I thought we were goign to the earlier showing at 1:05 after goign to readign for a bit, then i found out we wernt going till 4:05 so id got all excited and couldnt shop! I hate that. anyways we browsed around and then finally went to the cinema. We got in the cinema and there were only a couple of other people in there, i was a bit miffed but still i was getting to see it so didnt mind that much. I went with my mum and claire, girlie day out! I loved every minute of the film, there were a couple of things like the fades to black which could have worked better but overall i think its an awesome film. There were some really touching moments, some things just seemed to perfect. It made me laugh, it made me cry and it made me wanan see all of my friends i havent seen for ages. I came out of the cinema quite emotional and thinking about alot of stuff. I have alot to be thankful for. Alot has changed in the past year, the past 3 years but its made me who i am today. Its not completly solved i dont think it will but im looking forward to living life to the full.
This is only really a short catch up it takes me ages otherwise!
Love my girlies!
Hugs
Sarah
xx
Ive neglected my lj for ages now but i thought id have a go at writting some things down.
The past year or so has been a bit hectic for me, but what a year its been. Ive realised just how much i've changed, how i look at things a bit differently now and how my confidence has grown.
I started Rose Bruford college in septemeber and ive just fitted into life there so well. I've got some great friends, lost some and realised some things about myself along the way. Ive been straight with people from the outset and my trust in people has grown. So many people have been supportive, its not a big deal, im getting to be comfortable with myself. I dunno what it is abotu college, maybe its because its a drama college? maybe its because im being independent i don't know. I know i love it! I look forward to college pretty much every day apart from lectures lol. I miss my friends and my house when im not there. I've grown up and im actually happy about it.
Some people are just naturally chatty, ive never really been one of those people. I've been shy and kept my emotions inside, now its not really the same. Mainly due to my miggy girlies, being supportive, changing my outlook on things and introducing me to the wonderful world of rent. I know ive said it before, but its so true. I know i have this amazing group of friends there if i need them and i love being there for them to. I hardly ever get to go online now so dont really get to chat as much as id like to but be prepared for letters and such.:)
Rent, i went to see rent on thursday i think it was yeah thursday. Woke up searched for times and decided to go when we'd dropped my little sister off at her friends house. I thought we were goign to the earlier showing at 1:05 after goign to readign for a bit, then i found out we wernt going till 4:05 so id got all excited and couldnt shop! I hate that. anyways we browsed around and then finally went to the cinema. We got in the cinema and there were only a couple of other people in there, i was a bit miffed but still i was getting to see it so didnt mind that much. I went with my mum and claire, girlie day out! I loved every minute of the film, there were a couple of things like the fades to black which could have worked better but overall i think its an awesome film. There were some really touching moments, some things just seemed to perfect. It made me laugh, it made me cry and it made me wanan see all of my friends i havent seen for ages. I came out of the cinema quite emotional and thinking about alot of stuff. I have alot to be thankful for. Alot has changed in the past year, the past 3 years but its made me who i am today. Its not completly solved i dont think it will but im looking forward to living life to the full.
This is only really a short catch up it takes me ages otherwise!
Love my girlies!
Hugs
Sarah
xx