Feb 28, 2006 10:50
wow... I kinda figured that I would get hurt in the end after all...
messing around with 5 guys is kinda hard, and I think I'm done,
I thought that I had found someone that actually liked me, nope
he turned out to just be using me like any other guys...
yeah I'm hurt, a lot
but what the fuck am I suposed to do about it, I'm not gunna show
any emotion though, I'm done with that stuff. I need to learn how
to be stronger with myself,
sometimes I wish I was that one pretty girl that gets all the guys
that never has to worry about getting hurt.
whatever.
I need a makeover
any suggestions????
someone please make me beautiful!
yeah.
this break had its highs, and its lows,
I bought the movie rent
and I hung out with some really cooollll people..
AMBER ((everyday)) taylor, ryan, jer, reggie, sean, emily, kaire, mike, mike, jack, scott, alex, gary, gabe, i dont member im dumb...
ohh and THIS ONE LITTLE 15 YEAR OLD KID NEEDS TO STOP COMMING TO PARTIES HE IS NOT INVITED TO!!! ITS PISSING ME OFF, AND I WANT TO PUNCH YOU!!!
yeah hehe
this is a really long entry and I dont think anyone will read it all... no one ever reads what I have to say anywho.
ohh me and allison hung out yesterday
we went to the show, and after hung out with andrew for a little bit!
that was a hoot! haha :-p
umm I came home sick today from school, because I think I have a hangover, and since I started my period yesterday my tummy hurts, ewwwwwwwww
my hoodie smells funnnyyy
my cat is really cute, he is the only boy that will never hurt me!
my room is a fucking mess
my life is a fucking mess
I'm done!
peace out