Frustrations
I am so confused about who I actually am recently. I know that my main job is to be a mother to Abby, but I don't want that to be my only job. A lot of people I know in person just know me because I'm Nick's wife or Abby's mum. I feel like standing in the middle of the room on a stool and shouting:
Hello!
I'm actually here! My name is Nickie! Is there anyone out there who wants to be friends with just me and not the rest of my family?!
And I'm sure that people would still ignore me. I could run around naked and people still probably wouldn't bat an eyelash. Don't get me wrong this is isn't about attention, I'm just sick of people not knowing who I actually am. I'd like to get to know someone without them saying "oh Nick's a great guy" or "awwww! Abby is so cute!" Argh :(
I also spent a good chunk of the $100 bill today. I bought Abby's birthday present, GATS, two t-shirts and some new earrings. Dunno what I'm spending the rest on yet ;)
Hello!
I'm actually here! My name is Nickie! Is there anyone out there who wants to be friends with just me and not the rest of my family?!
And I'm sure that people would still ignore me. I could run around naked and people still probably wouldn't bat an eyelash. Don't get me wrong this is isn't about attention, I'm just sick of people not knowing who I actually am. I'd like to get to know someone without them saying "oh Nick's a great guy" or "awwww! Abby is so cute!" Argh :(
I also spent a good chunk of the $100 bill today. I bought Abby's birthday present, GATS, two t-shirts and some new earrings. Dunno what I'm spending the rest on yet ;)