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well work has been going really good...i geuss, im kinda sick of tho everyone talks about everyone else but i geuss that is how it normally is...thursday going to look for a new job or something then leaving will be back friday nite...nothin to do then unfortunately...
i wanna move outta my house so fucking bad. i need to save up some money and get outta here.
i am starting to realize that with all the shit i have been through that i have a very hard time trusting anyone...like i have a wall up now and i don't know how to break through it. and it sucks becuz i just want to look at someone and know that they like me as a person, but i cant becuz it has always come down to something else. if that makes any sense. i wish i could just ask people how they feel about me...like if they wanna be my friend or whatever...and get the truth.
anyways i hate being single it fucking suxs ass. i am so lonely. i miss being with someone. i miss alot of things. but i geuss i just have to deal with it now don't i.
well LaTer
i wanna move outta my house so fucking bad. i need to save up some money and get outta here.
i am starting to realize that with all the shit i have been through that i have a very hard time trusting anyone...like i have a wall up now and i don't know how to break through it. and it sucks becuz i just want to look at someone and know that they like me as a person, but i cant becuz it has always come down to something else. if that makes any sense. i wish i could just ask people how they feel about me...like if they wanna be my friend or whatever...and get the truth.
anyways i hate being single it fucking suxs ass. i am so lonely. i miss being with someone. i miss alot of things. but i geuss i just have to deal with it now don't i.
well LaTer