Shitty Times
...So the past week has been terrible...i finally get a break from school and i think im gonna be able to actually see my friends for once and i get a call from the father figure saying my grandpa is in ICU...wonderful...so the past week i have been seriously living at st jude hospital and toting my dad around like a handbag since his car is in SF...i think my grandpa is getting better though and that is such a relief...i thought he was gonna die and i experienced this feeling ive never felt before...strange...i think he and i are resolving our differences and that id amazing...its good to have family...sorry friends...these past few months have been ridiculous and im sorry...i'll come around i swear...jeeeebus...i never want to go to a hospital again but i have to go back tommorrow pffffft <3