Shitty Times
...SO i've been being a slacker in the friend department and now all my friends hate me and i prolly deserve it...my life is so crammed together right now i hate it...i go to school 2 days a week from 7am to 9 pm...i get at least 5 hours of homework from each of my 4 classes...and its all technical and math shit so i cant bullshit my way through it...i work 30 hours a week now because i have to pay my school bill cause my dad wont...i have .26 cents in my bank account...do i feel sorry for myself...not at all...i brought it on and i need to figure out some balance so i dont forget about my girls...IM SORRY GUYS...there isnt much else i can say...i havent been avoiding you like you think...i have been trying to do something with my life...im im not saying you guys havent i just have been getting caught up in it...and yeah i go stay at peters house on the nights i have school, but he usually goes out without me...and im sorry i havent made the effort i used to im trying to get used to this whole school thing all over again...all i can say to you guys is that im sorry and that i miss you all to death despite what you think...if i had it my way i would have you guys with me all the time cause we have fun even when we're bored and we have better inside jokes than anyone i know...Lauren im sorry i wont even talk to that girl anymore because i would be mad too if you talked to that girl i dont like BFFL...krysta KDUB im sorry you think im ditching you guys for peter i swear im not...if you lived close to my school id stay at your house and cuddle with you every night too...Loni i havent talked to you so i dont know if your mad but if you are i freakin love you...you are like my big sister...Thugnut...i miss our random outings to nowhere...so this is me making an attempt to say im sorry i havent been there like i should be and im sorry i havent been a better friend...im gonna do my best to let you guys know i love you and i hope we can all be rad again...i miss you guys and i love you guys <3 me