Shitty Night are the worst...
...ok so i go to see peter tonight and i was so excited because i was going to talk about getting back together with him cause i miss him so much and i was starting to feel the wind through the hole in my heart...
...so i get there and walk in the room and he is sitting there with some bitch who ive never seen and they looked quite cozy..i turned around and walked right back down the stairs and he came after me and i started crying because the sight of them was just terrible i felt like i got kicked in the chest...
...so the bitches end up staying and of course i stared them down the whole time and of course peter paid no attention to the fact that i was there...so i went in the house and he calls me from outside and i s like come on we're going to get food and i was like uhhh im not riding in the car with those sluts and im not hanging out with them...he went on to tell me that they "we're his friends and they drove down to see him" UM HELLO they live in irvine and i live in lake elsinore...i drove an hour and they live fucking 10 minutes away...
...so they told peter they were scared of me and they were just going to go home...well we went to del and the fucking sluts were there and peter was texting the girl from my car apologizing for me which pissed me off more...i proceeded to tell all the girls there what happened and they were all down to beat some ass...well the sluts ended up walking away and guess who followed...fucking peter...so after about 30 minutes of him ignoring me i called him and said i was leaving...he like chased after me and was like why are you acting like this blah blah...and i told him why i came down...all he could fucking say was be nice to my friends contain yourself...then he walked away from me and i left because i was crying so hard...
...i ended up pulling over on the freeway cause i couldn breathe and threw up everywhere...i must have called peter 80 times, but he "left" his phone in his friends car...he finally answered and we talked a little ad now im waiting for him to call...
...all i wanted to do was tell him i love him and i miss him and i want him back and all that shit happened....that slut better watch her back...thats all i can say...i hate the feeling of heart break...i hate bitches...period