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MY TUMMY HURTS AND IM IN CAPS. HELLO CAPS. MY GRANDMA CAME HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL TODAY. THIS IS HER 3 THIRD TIME IN MONTHS AT THE HOSPITAL. FUN, EH? SHE’S LOADED WITH HARDWARE NOW! I NEED TO GET SOME COLOR. I AM GOING TO TRY AND BAIL HERE EARLY ON THURSDAY TO GET SOME SUN. FRIDAY MY POPS AND I ARE TAKING MELISSA TO SEE FLANAGEN’S WAKE. I’M STOKED LIKE AN OAK. I’M IN CAPS. DID I MENTION THAT ALREADY? I’M DONE FOR THE MOMENT. I THINK CHUCKY IS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING. THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. WHEN IT RAINS, IT MAY POUR, BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SUN. LIFE IS FAR TOO SHORT. EVER WISH THAT YOU COULD GO THROUGH THE DAY NOT THINKING OF SOMEONE? EVER KNOW THAT DEEP DOWN NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU THINK YOU CARE, YOU DON’T WANT THIS? JUST TO GO THROUGH THE DAY WITHOUT A REMINDER, WITHOUT A GLIMSE, WITHOUT A MEMORY. THEY SAY YOU SHOULD NEVER SETTLE AND THEY SAY YOU SHOULD GIVE PEOPLE CHANCES. JUST THINK, YOU COULD BE PASSING UP SOME REALLY DECENT ONES. IF YOU STOP YOURSELF FROM HAVING AN AMAZING TIME WITH SOMEONE, YOU ARE STOPPING YOURSELF FROM EXPERIENCING ALL THAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER YOU. JUST THINK, YOU CAN HAVE FUN WITH SOMEONE ELSE. SOMEONE ELSE CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH. HELL, SOMEONE ELSE CAN EVEN MAKE YOU CRY. IF SOMEONE ELSE CAN MAKE YOU FORGET FOR JUST ONE MOMENT, ONE DAY, ONE HOUR, OR EVEN ONE MINUTE, THAT CAN’T HURT CAN IT? SOMETIMES THAT’S ALL WE NEED. IF THINGS ARE MEANT TO BE, THEY WILL IN FACT BE. DON’T SHORT CHANGE YOURSELF FOR FEAR OF FORGETTING, FOR FEAR OF BEING HAPPY, FOR FEAR OF LIFE. SOMETIMES THE ONE YOU THINK YOU LOVE, ISN’T THAT ONE WHO LOVES YOU. SOMETIMES WE GET SO WRAPPED UP IN SOMEONE THAT WE DON’T SEE WHAT IS IN FRONT OF US, WE DON’T SEE THE POTENTIAL OTHER’S HAVE TO OFFER US, WE DON’T SEE ANYTHING. DEEP DOWN I THINK WE EACH KNOW…I KNOW I KNEW AND I KNOW I KNOW. JUST TO FORGET FOR ONE DAY. JUST ONE DAY.