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Just settled down after going to see Underoath, Armor for Sleep, and Taking Back Sunday with two friends. It was wonderful and it was nice to be around a different crowd for a few hours. I get so bored of good ol'BSC 'vanilla-land.'
It was a perfect night.....until I called a friend who I didn't get a chance to talk to lately, thinking that returning a call might be a good thing. Very very very wrong. I should just let people who don't want to talk to me ignore me.... but it's kinda hard to think they don't want to talk to me when I've received a message and a text from them. I need to just make this a rule: If I call, and you don't want to talk to me, don't call me in return so that I have to call you back to hear that you don't want to speak to me, just ignore my initial call, it would save time.
I'm perfectly fine being one of those love-hate people. You know, the ones that pop into your head that you automatically categorize, thinking either "oh yeah I just love her," or "Sheesh I can't stand her." But unfortunately, there are a couple people that haven't gotten to that point yet, very much like the person mentioned above. Confused apparently, they sit perched on their fence refusing to drop off to form a flat opinion of my character. I wish they would just hurry up and do it so I wouldn't have to deal with their hot and cold attitudes, and I don't really care what category they fall into. Love or Hate, I just want to know where I stand. I can handle hate, I cannot handle fickleness.
Thank goodness Jesus at least loves me. I seem to make it hard for everyone except Him.
It was a perfect night.....until I called a friend who I didn't get a chance to talk to lately, thinking that returning a call might be a good thing. Very very very wrong. I should just let people who don't want to talk to me ignore me.... but it's kinda hard to think they don't want to talk to me when I've received a message and a text from them. I need to just make this a rule: If I call, and you don't want to talk to me, don't call me in return so that I have to call you back to hear that you don't want to speak to me, just ignore my initial call, it would save time.
I'm perfectly fine being one of those love-hate people. You know, the ones that pop into your head that you automatically categorize, thinking either "oh yeah I just love her," or "Sheesh I can't stand her." But unfortunately, there are a couple people that haven't gotten to that point yet, very much like the person mentioned above. Confused apparently, they sit perched on their fence refusing to drop off to form a flat opinion of my character. I wish they would just hurry up and do it so I wouldn't have to deal with their hot and cold attitudes, and I don't really care what category they fall into. Love or Hate, I just want to know where I stand. I can handle hate, I cannot handle fickleness.
Thank goodness Jesus at least loves me. I seem to make it hard for everyone except Him.