dont know what to think...
i was watching some of those lifetime movies today.
and they got me thinking...
like they base most ther movies on true storys and there really sad stories.... and i thought, then why the hell am i sad all the time when there a hell of a lot worse then anything i've ever experenced
not just that...like kids in 3rd world countries.
it makes me feel quilty. i should be happy with everything i have , but im not??? doesnt that make me selfish?
you know what i mean?
i have like 7 pairs of shoes...how many to they have? i eat 3 meals a day plus sacks....they can barely have enought for 1 meal a week sometimes.
and im just blah all the time when i have all these things that some ppl dotn have. they have reasons....but i dont.
i dont......
so i dont knwo why i am sad all the time...selfpity? i dont know but i feel quilty...
lol i know, not something ppl think bout much but it just happened to spark my mind today for some odd reason.
and they got me thinking...
like they base most ther movies on true storys and there really sad stories.... and i thought, then why the hell am i sad all the time when there a hell of a lot worse then anything i've ever experenced
not just that...like kids in 3rd world countries.
it makes me feel quilty. i should be happy with everything i have , but im not??? doesnt that make me selfish?
you know what i mean?
i have like 7 pairs of shoes...how many to they have? i eat 3 meals a day plus sacks....they can barely have enought for 1 meal a week sometimes.
and im just blah all the time when i have all these things that some ppl dotn have. they have reasons....but i dont.
i dont......
so i dont knwo why i am sad all the time...selfpity? i dont know but i feel quilty...
lol i know, not something ppl think bout much but it just happened to spark my mind today for some odd reason.