he pissed me off again
elliott calls me today right and goes do you want a job? i found you a job. im like ur lying and he said no im serious , do you wanna give head? im like why? he goes cuz i found you a job on dort. highway and some other road....
im like w/e
then yesterday he started up again...he likes do you want to give blake head i said no and he todl blake i said yes.
i was like elliott dotn even start this i swear to god and i got pissed.
hes really graiting my nerves!! i dont know why he does it but he does it on purpose even after i tell him to stop! i just wanna scream! hes usually like that when hes with his friends so i have a little message for him when he calles me later. the crazy thing is he knows what some of the stuff he says to me drives me crazy but he still does it. i dont know why...but he does, i guess he likes to hurt me. whats new there? every one likes to hurt ashley.
i fell sleep on my floor for like 4 hours today. im so sick of bullshit! god....i almost did something today but i didnt. today was the closed i've gotten to doin it latly. i never really have but its just becoming to much to handle.
theres nobody i can talk to. kirks like hardly ever home or his line is always busy so no go there.
michelle it seems like everything just goes in one ear and out the other when i talk to her. i mean i love her and all but she cant listen very well.
elliott well thats just self expanitory...he wotn listen even if i tryed.
my mom..she'll just say im over reacting and im fine like she did last time i tryed to come to her when it got real bad.
i have nobody....and never will
w/e
all i have is myself...and that doesnt seem to be good enough anymore
im like w/e
then yesterday he started up again...he likes do you want to give blake head i said no and he todl blake i said yes.
i was like elliott dotn even start this i swear to god and i got pissed.
hes really graiting my nerves!! i dont know why he does it but he does it on purpose even after i tell him to stop! i just wanna scream! hes usually like that when hes with his friends so i have a little message for him when he calles me later. the crazy thing is he knows what some of the stuff he says to me drives me crazy but he still does it. i dont know why...but he does, i guess he likes to hurt me. whats new there? every one likes to hurt ashley.
i fell sleep on my floor for like 4 hours today. im so sick of bullshit! god....i almost did something today but i didnt. today was the closed i've gotten to doin it latly. i never really have but its just becoming to much to handle.
theres nobody i can talk to. kirks like hardly ever home or his line is always busy so no go there.
michelle it seems like everything just goes in one ear and out the other when i talk to her. i mean i love her and all but she cant listen very well.
elliott well thats just self expanitory...he wotn listen even if i tryed.
my mom..she'll just say im over reacting and im fine like she did last time i tryed to come to her when it got real bad.
i have nobody....and never will
w/e
all i have is myself...and that doesnt seem to be good enough anymore