today....
i feel alot better today lol i think i really just needed to get everything off my chest.
so anyways
i got to thinking that i guess ill have to live with the situation b/c i know he doesnt want a relationship ( he told me flat out) so its not like he lead me on or nothing so yeahi just hope hes not gonna like just....disappear or anything lol.
i guess other things r stil bugging me but im trying to think bout them much so yeah im nto even gonna talk bout it at all
i dont know how im gettin to his birthday thing on friday still.
i guess i have to get use to feeling this way cuz it will probly always happen to me so w/e i guess.....
ill update later and elliott i you read this i guess call me
bye
so anyways
i got to thinking that i guess ill have to live with the situation b/c i know he doesnt want a relationship ( he told me flat out) so its not like he lead me on or nothing so yeahi just hope hes not gonna like just....disappear or anything lol.
i guess other things r stil bugging me but im trying to think bout them much so yeah im nto even gonna talk bout it at all
i dont know how im gettin to his birthday thing on friday still.
i guess i have to get use to feeling this way cuz it will probly always happen to me so w/e i guess.....
ill update later and elliott i you read this i guess call me
bye