Jan 02, 2006 10:29
Well, all in all I had an absolutely marvelous time the rest of my trip. I had an absurd amount of fun at an old school theater party that a Mr Thomas Russel invited me to and I have to admit it was a bit of a revelation. It was so weird having the experience of seeing all of these people who had always thought were attractive and desirable but who never seemed to find me desireable, now expressing SO much interest in me. Very strange indeed.
The second irony-filled revelation is that it would seem that 99% of my theatre department chums have post graduation now identified themselves as either gay or bisexual. There are probably only two or three exceptions to this of the prominent people in our deparment, I being one of those exceptions. The irony lies in the fact that of all the women of our department, for my first two years I seemed to have the most masculine, typically lesbian traits. I seemed most likely to probably identify myself as a lesbian, but oddly enough, the girl with the short hair who wore the oversized band t-shirts, men's cargo pants, and hemp necklaces grew to one day become possibly the most staunchly heterosexual woman of the theatre department. LOL! Seriously, I'm almost a little disappointed in myself.
It was really hard saying goodbye to Brad, and it was hard saying goodbye to my mom. I wish I had got to spend more time with her. But I managed to spend a lot of time with my brother which was really good. He's becoming a very interesting man--I just hope he is on the right path.
I shall write more later........