Long Overdue
The office is quiet. Not much going on. I have lots of filing to do. Bleh! So I thought I would spend some time on my online journal. I actually think that this will be my final entry.
There are a lot of fond memories in this journal. Friends. Joy. Lovers. Sorrow. A chapter of my life that has reached its end. I will turn thirty next month and my life has had little meaning. I don't feel that I have reached my full potential or accomplished many things. I want so much more for my life and I say with confidence that I finally have the courage to do so. I’ve been such a coward in my life. Letting opportunities pass me by out of fear that I just wasn’t good enough. Doing stupid things that have decreased my self worth and the value of my spirit. But…All the fear has left me now. And I’m not frightened anymore. So many things have turned in my life and I don’t want to miss my clouds anymore…
Next year is going to be filled with so many unfathomable things…I turn thirty and I can see that my thirty-something’s are going to be years for the history books. I’ve decided to move to Switzerland and live with Patrick. He wants me close and I want to be close. It’s exciting, exhilarating, and a bit scary at the same time. Never in my life did I ever think that I would visit abroad …much less live there.
A new chapter begins…
There are a lot of fond memories in this journal. Friends. Joy. Lovers. Sorrow. A chapter of my life that has reached its end. I will turn thirty next month and my life has had little meaning. I don't feel that I have reached my full potential or accomplished many things. I want so much more for my life and I say with confidence that I finally have the courage to do so. I’ve been such a coward in my life. Letting opportunities pass me by out of fear that I just wasn’t good enough. Doing stupid things that have decreased my self worth and the value of my spirit. But…All the fear has left me now. And I’m not frightened anymore. So many things have turned in my life and I don’t want to miss my clouds anymore…
Next year is going to be filled with so many unfathomable things…I turn thirty and I can see that my thirty-something’s are going to be years for the history books. I’ve decided to move to Switzerland and live with Patrick. He wants me close and I want to be close. It’s exciting, exhilarating, and a bit scary at the same time. Never in my life did I ever think that I would visit abroad …much less live there.
A new chapter begins…