embrassing....
the most embarassing thing happen to me today. i was in the mall walking with my friend alisha when we passed a group of 3 guys sitting on the bench outside of the store we walked out of. then one of the guys ran up to me and told me this.."hey im recruiting models to do a runway show in my dorm room" i was like what?? you are?? and people are actually doing this? ps- i actually said that to him. i then turned to alisha and said..this cant be real? well what a dumb blonde i am!!! i was a freaking JOKE!!!! i fell for something so stupid, and i couldnt believe it- the guy finally said he was just kidding and just wanted me number!!!! LOL i should totally dye my hair blonde...i cant believe i believed him- how stupid!!!! it was freaking in his dorm room, omg. anyways....yeah so that was so embarassing, even alisha who is blonde knew it was a joke. i ended up giving the guy my number, his name was aaron or erin- and let me just tell you!!! he was soooo cute! umm cute? well a little more than cute! hehe- you get the point. he said he'll call me, lets see if he really does- i need you guys to wish me luck, because i have the worse luck with guys. finally i cute guy gets my number but i bet he will never call. i think im ready to get back into the whole dating, relationship thing- im kinda bored and lonely- but i get so nervous about these kinda of things. its been almost a year since me and asshole broke up so i should really just stuck it up and get back into the scene and have fun. the only thing is, its hard to tell a guys intentions, i dont want a guy who just wants to hook up. i want someone to hang out with and have a relationship with- even if its nothing serious, i am even open to just having a good time and a casual relationship- of course no outside dating between us. just wish me luck with this one!