so i went on sort of a date today
but let me rewind a bit..
last thursday I went to the pool and met this girl courtney who.. looked a little younger than i am turned out to be 15.. still in my mind not that much younger than i am, starts talking about her dad and things like that. So I go to the trailer and talk to thomas who mentioned that all his friends think he should marry kitten.... so i go back to the pool aggravated and courtney pops off with " good you should date my dad"
i felt so OLD
so then this weekend i spent all weekend with thomas ans sometimes it would feel like we were back together and then somebody would say something about him being my friend with benifits again...... and i would realize, we arent together and i'm just his fuckbuddy ... which is just so not okay so i decided to take a break from thomas to clear my head
so today
i went to the pool and courtney met thomas ... says she told her dad about me and he wants to meet me...
it was very strange...
he's a nice guy...
and VERY easy on the eyes
but he's christian, he likes cars, he likes comedies......and if hes anything but vanilla i'll be shocked...
but thats okay i dont get the feeling he was very in to me either...
is this what i have to look foward to from now on as a single woman...
being set up with guys by thier kids...
at least in oklahoma i had many oppurtunities to meet guys...
here i'm stuck with either meeting them at work or just random encounters....
14 more days...
i wish somebody would give me a sign, some clue of what to do here...
i mean i know that life is not defined by relationships...
but if my only relationship choices are being a friends with benifits with thomas or random guys who use their children to pick up women(cuz thats two now in mobile) then i'm moving my happy ass to dallas.. at least there i'll have more than two friends if i never meet anybody........
this sucks... i wonder what time food world closes... i need a drink
last thursday I went to the pool and met this girl courtney who.. looked a little younger than i am turned out to be 15.. still in my mind not that much younger than i am, starts talking about her dad and things like that. So I go to the trailer and talk to thomas who mentioned that all his friends think he should marry kitten.... so i go back to the pool aggravated and courtney pops off with " good you should date my dad"
i felt so OLD
so then this weekend i spent all weekend with thomas ans sometimes it would feel like we were back together and then somebody would say something about him being my friend with benifits again...... and i would realize, we arent together and i'm just his fuckbuddy ... which is just so not okay so i decided to take a break from thomas to clear my head
so today
i went to the pool and courtney met thomas ... says she told her dad about me and he wants to meet me...
it was very strange...
he's a nice guy...
and VERY easy on the eyes
but he's christian, he likes cars, he likes comedies......and if hes anything but vanilla i'll be shocked...
but thats okay i dont get the feeling he was very in to me either...
is this what i have to look foward to from now on as a single woman...
being set up with guys by thier kids...
at least in oklahoma i had many oppurtunities to meet guys...
here i'm stuck with either meeting them at work or just random encounters....
14 more days...
i wish somebody would give me a sign, some clue of what to do here...
i mean i know that life is not defined by relationships...
but if my only relationship choices are being a friends with benifits with thomas or random guys who use their children to pick up women(cuz thats two now in mobile) then i'm moving my happy ass to dallas.. at least there i'll have more than two friends if i never meet anybody........
this sucks... i wonder what time food world closes... i need a drink