From heaven to hell
So, today started off really well. I actually had fun in Mrs. Sholly's class, which is weird. First it was kind of boring..the rest of the class was finishing their exams (they started them yesterday). I ended up writing a note to Caitlin. I honestly thought I wouldn't have anything to say..but than I started writing and everything just came pouring out, it ended up being like two pages. So, after I finished the note we went to the gym..and David and I just sat there, and talked. It was awesome..he had his arms around me, and I was leaning on him and Mrs. Sholly didn't say one thing..Normally she yells at us for sitting to close. So, yeah..than we got out of pe..which seemed like it lasted forever. I was still talking to David and I was like, "Oh shit, I have to go meet Caitlin". So, I did..and we walked around and took pictures, and I found out that she's moving the exact day I come back from vacation. Talk about horrible timing. So yeah..than it really kicked in that I wouldn't be seeing her for a very long time..and we both almost started crying. I didn't think it would hit me that hard, but it did. So yeah..I went to second hour, sulking. Then people started taking the exam, and I was sitting there and my teacher came up saying.."you know that this doesn't exempt you from the exam". I was like..."what"? Apparently my mom checked the wrong box on the waver exam, it said that she wanted me to take the exam. So, I had to call my mom, but I didn't remember her work number..and the whole time I was shaking because I hadn't studied and wasn't expecting to take it. So, I had to call my brother and ask for it, but of course he didn't answer. Then I called my sister, and she didn't answer, so I called my brother's cell-and low and behold..he answered. So then I got the number and called and everything having to do with the exam was cool. The class was so boring though..I couldn't concentrate on any one thing for very long because I was all shaken up about the Caitlin thing. So, then the bell finally rang, after what seemed like six hours, not two..and I went home. Then my sister got there, and I started crying, she thought it was because I was pissed at her but it wasn't. I think you can guess what it was about. Then I got tired and fell asleep. So..Caitlin called and we talked, for a pretty long time. She had just finished reading my note and was crying. She wanted to hang out and said that her mom could pick us up from school and take us to South Beach..but my mom was like "South Beach, NO!" I mean it wasn't like we would be there at twelve at night..it would be tweleve in the day, actually. My mom wouldn't even take the time to consider it..she just said no, right off the bat with out even hearing details. So, then I really started crying..the kind of crying that's uncontrolable where you can't breathe, and I'm still crying. I hate this. I mean, my mom doesn't even realize that this might be the last time I see her, since my mom probably won't let me go visit. But I'm hoping against hope that she will. Yeah, so I got Lexi's package, and I was writing the other day in my journal..this really long entry about it, but it didn't show up. Now, I'm not in the mood to write it, because I have to be happy, which I'm not. Even though I'm talking to Matt and he's making me feel better. Thanks, Matt!..and of course as I say this he says he has to take a shower...just my luck. Oh well, I can wait, I'll be up anyway. Heh, he says he'll be back ten minutes after he puts his away message on. I love Matt, he's awesome. Yesterday we were talking and he has such an awesome personality..he's very sweet and protective, and he's so funny. He was telling me all this stuff about what he wants to do when he gets older..he has it all planned out. It's amazing. Ok, so right now I'm feeling a little better, but my eyes are all puffy and they hurt. You might find what I say next a bit shallow..but my eyes turn a deep dark green when I cry..when I'm really upset....alright, enough of the drama for tonight. Love you all..until the eighteenth..because I'm going on vacation.