*won't belong*
i will not belong to someone who turns everything on me, i end up taking all the blame, apologizing and feeling as if i really have done something awful, how could i? i must be an awful person...
...and why, when i stand up for myself, all of a sudden its *points finger* me again, "bringing this up," again, my fault. It's as if you have figured out, as if in a game, every move in order to stay on top. i manage to be in the position where everything is taken out on me, and yet, in my head i know this is not so. everyone has their part to play in any situation.
you wonder why i'm disappointed and hurt?
because you used to be so much better than this. who are you and what have you done with the boy i loved?
...and why, when i stand up for myself, all of a sudden its *points finger* me again, "bringing this up," again, my fault. It's as if you have figured out, as if in a game, every move in order to stay on top. i manage to be in the position where everything is taken out on me, and yet, in my head i know this is not so. everyone has their part to play in any situation.
you wonder why i'm disappointed and hurt?
because you used to be so much better than this. who are you and what have you done with the boy i loved?